http://satandirty.blog.com dragons and decandence and stuff that makes you sad or happy. and all truth and nothing but. Wed, 17 Feb 2010 16:42:40 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en I got new glasses today and now I'm trying to get used to them. I've already forgotten about them twice and I think it'll get some time to get used to. If I have them on, I can't stop looking at the frames and feeling weird. I think that having ... http://satandirty.blog.com/2010/02/17/5191803/ It seems that I've gotten myself in a little Situation. Yes, capitalized Situation. You see, it dawned on me last night that it's something they usually call love triangle. And I, of course, am in the middle of it. Well, not in the middle, but in the corners. And in the ... http://satandirty.blog.com/2010/02/13/the-situation/ Like always, no one cares. http://satandirty.blog.com/2009/11/27/5191798/ I'm back on the meds. It was a very tough summer and when I started to think why I got off the meds in the first place I couldn't remember, thought it had to do something with liver and health and stuff. Now I remembered. It was because of the Plan. ... http://satandirty.blog.com/2009/10/25/5191796/ I felt better today. So much better that I worked 12 hours straight, answered all my phone-calls (even the one from my dad), shopped, got a bath, cooked, INTER-FUCKING-ACTED with people not actually feeling that every word is fake, that I will crush down to pieces at once. I know that ... http://satandirty.blog.com/2009/09/25/addition/ I'm in a really dark place right now. Really, really dark place. Searches such as this are frequently performed on my computer. Not proud of it and if some smart-ass is going to say: stop! get help!, then consider this my cry of help. Although I know more people are reading ... http://satandirty.blog.com/2009/09/22/on-the-verge/ My sister misses Randy. She misses him so much that it's really starting to bug the hell out of me. Ok, I get that New Bf isn't the easiest or the most outgoing or fun person. Actually, he's sometimes totally the opposite of Randy. Of course, it's easy to love Randy. ... http://satandirty.blog.com/2009/07/06/why-im-drinking-wine/ This post is powered by "don't want pregnancy test post to be the last one in this blog". List of things I've done lately: pushed a broken car in a thunder storm drank wine with friends done HJ in a hospital watched through all cherrytv.com archives and learned about sex been actually surprised that there are ... http://satandirty.blog.com/2009/06/14/list-of-things-ive-done-lately/ So. All of the last week and part of this I suspected I was pregnant. My period was late and mine is never late. Of course I bought a pregnancy test and couldn't wait to do it. And because I also needed a heavy party I decided that taking a ... http://satandirty.blog.com/2009/05/29/two-lines/ Today, as I sat behind our kitchen table I had a vision of future. As I was filling out my coffee-mug I saw so clearly the way our daughter someday will make me coffee, it's Mother's Day morning and you and the kids bring me breakfast to bed. And dog barks ... http://satandirty.blog.com/2009/02/20/today/